I've created this site to share a little of my everyday life and with others. My intention is to show others how I live. There will be pictures of myself in different situations, which I hope will help others understand what kind of person I am. I hope you will take your time and read some of the things I've written.
First of all I should tell you that I am living in Odense in Denmark. I am 22 years old. I love the forest, especially when it's raining. I am studying economics at the University and live with my parents. Because of my special conditions I never come to the lectures or classes in school, but I attend the exams instead. Why a reindeer you ask? Although a reindeer is certainly an animal, to me, this is a happy animal that lives a very interesting life. The reindeer is perfectly androgynous and I love its sensitive nature.
Of course life is not all fun and games, and sometimes I have to be "serious" (even if I feel serious enough with antlers). In one exam I did meet up with antlers on my head. The professors told me to take it of, but the problem was that it was glued to my head. They told me not to come with antlers in the next exams. (I did get a A in the exam anyway). Other things like when I shop in a supermarket, when I visit my friends and family, or when I'm going to some kind of party, I normally walk with my antler. I care a lot for antlers - but in general I care for all kinds of horns. Some horns are illegal but that is understandable. It's very unethical when some people kill a threatened animal for the horns, because of their high prize value. To describe my love to horns, I can mention a funny situation from when I was younger. I used to have a bad habit of biting nails, but I stop immediately after being told that nails were like a special kind of horn. Sometimes I wear a brown leather suit too to complement the antlers.
I discovered my interest for reindeers at the age of 15 and began to wear antlers at that age. With time my conversion to a reindeer identity became more and more striking. I began to get the perfect haircut for wearing antlers. Today I almost wear antlers every day, even if I sleep. In the beginning, it was very difficult to sleep with an antler, but now it has become easier. Nowadays I sleep very well though. Maybe some of you have wondered how I get a blouse on when I walk with an antler. It is quite impossible to take on any shirts without buttons, and that is why I always wear shirts with buttons. I do not have driver's license because of my reindeer nature. In fact if I drive I need a car in which my antlers can fit in. But I don't intend to be able to drive within the next 5-6 years - especially not with the expensive gas prices in Europe. How can I be seriously with all this, you ask? My answer is simple: I live dreams to every detail. I follow my ideas about life exactly as I want to. I spend a normal day exactly as I want to. Sure there have been a lot of times when it was a very difficult and lonesome path to be so candidly unique, and overall I confess I'm often perplexed when something so undamaging bothers some people. When people laugh I just ignore it, but if someone throws something after me I can get very angry. But I'm getting better at handling my temper as I got older. I have had plenty of difficult conflicts to deal with in my life. The spirit of my main human is sometimes hard to handle and suppress, but I have made a choice of how to live my life, and I intend to express my true identity. In the end, the many friends I still have since my transformation to this animal are real. Maybe you ask if this has something to do with a perversion, but then you're completely wrong! And please understand that!
I feel a great affection to nature - more than you can ever imagine. I drink the fresh water from the puddles and sometimes also eat some leafs from the trees. In nature I forget everything about the neighbourhood, the city, the country, and almost our earth. I feel that I'm an animal in the universe. The blood in my body gets hot. I feel like I'm invisible. I survive on instincts. It's quiet. My adrenaline rushes around and then I get the best felling in the world that all the animals around are a part of one big family with me. It's a feeling that is hard to describe, but I've tried my best. You don't know how interesting the forest is, until you look a little bit closer inside it. Look how particularly trees are in their look. The animal life in a forest is incredible and do not forget how fantastic the air is to breath. Aren't we all seeking this special feeling of vitality and life? There are so many details that are worth looking into. Try it! I don't believe in magic and such, but I believe in God since he created the great nature with all its beauty. In fact I'm very Christian. To be honest, I would've studied physics, but chose economy since I would find it disastrous, if I got too conscious the scientific explanations of our materiel universe/nature. I assuming this would result in me turning into an atheist and I simply don't want that.
I have a lot of interests and hobbies aside from my reindeer-"hobby". I listen to a lot of classical music, especially violin music. I love black coffee, whisky, red wine, and cigars (I smoke like a power plant when it comes to cigars. I think, if I stop smoking, the scientists can measure it in the CO2 release). I'm not a super physically active person, but I do of course walk a lot in the woods. Sometimes I also run but that is mostly when I get scared. Furthermore I have a great interest in antiques and any old things I can stumble across. Which is why I like visiting a lot of castles (we have a lot of castles in Denmark) - since they are old and have a lot of old stuff. I often visit this one special castle in Denmark. Here I almost have my own room with a fireplace, cigars, and books. I love that place because of the relaxing atmosphere, which helps me calm down and relax.
I play some chess but people say that I value the horse too much. As you might have guessed, I am ENTIRELY vegetarian. I could not in my craziest dreams, attempt to eat anything that looks like meat. I cannot stand the thought of a human eating a blood-red beef. I can almost cry when I see that. In my opinion it's so destructive, but I still accept people who do it. I have never in my whole life eaten meat of any kind, and I plan to keep it in that way.
Other hobbies:
- I am interested in politics, world economics and physics.
- I watch movies except for action-, romantic- and erotic movies.
- Generally I like being creative, especially when it comes to assembling furniture and things like that.
- Also, I absolutely love to play soccer, but I must admit my skills aren't incredibly stunning. I took some soccer lessons for a while, but I found it too brutal and I chose to quit.
I do not have any respect for hunters. Often they just shoot for the killing and not for the meat, in my country. They shoot for "fun" and for the excitement. It frustrates me a lot when they kill reindeers without any real purpose. In fact it's very difficult for me to live with. The other hunters who also eat the killing, I can bluntly accept. I cannot rescue the world's animals, but I hope that the interest for hunting will fall. Sometimes hunters are very arrogant. A day when I took a walk in the forest, I met a hunter. He told me that he had almost shot me because he had me in the sight of his scope. Those kind of jokes are very misplaced for me, just because I am as I am. If he really did aim me, and I had the proves, I would borrow money to a lawyer and make a big big case against that #¤&#%&!!!. Similar to hunters, I also don't understand the lumberjacks who sell the trees in the forest. Don't they like our nature? We need to protect nature, everyone will benefit from this. Not only do we assure the survival of small species and animals associated with plant life, but we also help fight some of our CO2 problems.
I love the Christmas time. Some play Santa Claus, but as you might have figured out I play one of Santa Claus' reindeers. Every year we have quite a lot of fun with this in my family, especially when I take on a red nose. Most of my family has always supported me in the way I live my life, and I'm very grateful for that. The only member in my family who do not really accept my deep interests for reindeers is my grandmother. She forbids me, but I hope it's because she's extremely old. Sometimes I take a walk with my parents in the forest. It is a flawlessly way to speak out about any problems. My parents have told me that they both also have realized that my grandmother is pretty old, and they keep telling to me that I just have to ignore her. Which I also try to do, but it is still hard because she is a family member.
I know all this maybe make me to an unbelievably stupid boy. I think some of you are probably laughing at me, but that is okay (I can also sometimes laugh of myself when I see my own pictures, since I can see how different I look apart from the rest). But if all this sounds like a potential new interest of yours, or if it just sounds funny, then you are more than welcome to visit my site again. I will update this reindeer site frequently with stories, small videos, more pictures and a lot more. I will also write some news about the site, and events I have experienced. My plan is to make a forum for people like me, and here we can discuss everything. Someday I will also link to one of my friends from USA (I love USA!!!! But I have unfortunately never been there. My dream is to walk around in the central park in New York Manhattan in Christmas time someday, hehe), who at the moment is making a homepage. He's a herring and almost swims all the time. He loves everything that includes water; as an example I can mention that he can only sleep on a waterbed. I will link to this mate as soon as his homepage is finished. You are of course also welcome to make a small donation to help me keep homepage costs down. Maybe it can also help me, to make it possible for me to buy some new antlers too (horns are generally expensive!) and just some charity. If I a day get money to some new antlers, I will certainly rush to show the antlers on the top of this homepage (Right now I only have 2 antlers). If you donate, please remember that any amount will help, and that I will be very very thankful.
In the end, I hope you have enjoyed my site, and surely if you have similar interests in animals' at all or maybe even reindeers then feel free to contact me. I hope to hear from you and I will try to answer any e-mails!